I have decided to drop the struggle and stop fighting. I can’t stop the fighting in the world but I can stop myself. I changed my mind. For the past ten years I have sincerely pointed out how people are being misled and harmed by others because I believed that it would help them to know that. I have taken sides. One side over another. I have proclaimed who was right. I pointed a finger at who was bad. I have stirred up the pot, certainly! With about 10 million hits on my 3,250 videos, I have probably talked one-on-one, to over a million people since my nonstop video releases began, 11 years ago. That was from age 51 to 62.

I am a young man and I can do a lot of good work in the decades to come.

I don’t know what I will be doing next week. Do you know what you will be doing next week?

What matters now is my intention.

I act alone. I state this, acknowledging that regardless of what others believe, I suspect that I am being influenced by higher realm forces and the Buddha taught that there is no self. “I” am a mixture of influences that I cannot comprehend. Something beyond me is affecting my actions. Legally, I alone, am responsible for my actions so in that conventional sense, “I am alone”… but not truly believing that myself.

Onward. The way moving forward for me is uncertain, as most all things are. Turning a luxury cruise liner around is not like flipping a switch. There is a momentum and it takes a wide berth to change it’s direction. I am imperfect and I have always made mistakes and for the rest of my life I will continue to make mistakes.

What comes next is after this first step, which is that I have publicly published this statement. Then, instead of talking to the higher realms, I will listen. I will stop, wait beyond mere patience, contemplate and listen for guidance…

The explanation for what happened to me is that on the ideas of November, the 15^th, I hosted Eric Huysmans in Belgium, on my Meetup. He is in contact with the higher realms. On Nov. 17^th I met with him and his in associate in America, Aspen, and another person. They offered higher realm leadership which I tacitly accepted, as they brought me to tears, on video. Then on Nov. 19^th, I received the below email from Judy Carroll. I was boosted and uplifted that she agreed to continue making videos with me, as a high level contact withing the Grey alien community. But, then she sent this (unedited) email to me. Note the time, the numbers, 3:33:

On 11/19/2022 3:33 PM, judy.carroll@bigpond.com wrote:

Hi Brian,

Apologies, but I was called up onto our ship last night and told to step back from this. With all due respect to your beliefs, there’s just too much in the way of politics involved, and we are under very strict protocols to not become involved with any political or religious affiliation down here.

The negative forces are operating through both political extremes here on Earth, using their age-old ‘divide and conquer’ agenda. This is underpinned by the extreme polarity here, Earth being a Level 1 planet. The only way ahead is to step away from all racial, political and religious divisiveness, and start a return back to Oneness. This is the way forward to 5-D reality, and is the very reason for our presence here.

I feel no animosity towards anyone or anything involved in that past life (Hitler’s Germany), so it was good that we could touch base in peace and mutual respect.

Best wishes to you,
Judy

About five hours after reading her email, I replied (unedited):

Hi Judy,

I read your email below 15 minutes before I hosted Paul & Syann on Meetup with 10 people. I was disappointed and crest fallen.

Paul had a powerful effect and he said similar things, to your email. My girlfriend was on the Zoom and after the recording she met them for the first time and we all had a higher dimension connection. Afterwards, I share-screened and read your email to her. Before I finished reading I found myself feeling the opposite of how I felt the first time I read it. I was impressed that I was inclined to agree with you.

Now, for the past two hours I went for a walk and for the first time ever, I contemplated reversing my public persona. I think this would have to be a process, not a one time decision or announcement.

Can we talk privately, unrecorded?
Goodness,
Brian

So, Nov. 19, 2022 may go down as another big day in my personal life, when I changed. The 19 – 20^th, actually. I have other significant days in my life, like March 17, 2013 when I went into the fray and took sides in the fighting and big conflicts. Now, I’m on my way out of that. I’m still alive, still young actually, due to my excellent health. This looks promising.

“A journey of a thousand miles begins with the first step”. Maybe what I will do next is to write to Judy and tell her that she is the first person to be given this draft of my announcement. Yes. I will do that right now.

Hello Judy!

You have inspired me to change my mind. So, I want to give this to you first. This is my draft for a possible announcement. May I have your permission to publish your email, below? (She gave it.)

Good, good,

Brian..

Nov. 20. 6:00 am

log what happened in most detail

write realizations that pop outwards

Brian Ruhe Changed His Mind and is Moving Towards Harmony

I have decided to drop the struggle…

Now, at 7:25 am the imagery is coming up clearly. The Nuremberg rallies. I had this same imagery at age 17, staring into the family’s empty fireplace. Now I can see various ways to move forward, different timelines. With a oneness doctrine in the heart, the unity consciousness I seem to recollect about the German Nuremberg rallies could be applied to the future. The significant thing that came up just now, is the idea of looking at Adolf Hitler from above, similar to watching a video of a rally. Then, perceiving the experience from a non-self perspective, you can imagine how it feels for you to be in the body of Adolf Hitler and feeling the adulation showered upon you by over a 100,000 people present. Not exactly that, more like translating that into our future now. Imagine a new Earth with unity consciousness where people feel united in creating a better world, a better present moment. Linda Moulton Howe had a new video a few months ago where she said some aliens stated that Nuremberg, Germany in the centre of human protection. Immediately I took that as meaning that the Nuremberg rallies put out the highest, higher dimensional consciousness and energy out to the universe and to the aliens. So, the aliens are responding in kind. But, this paragraph is the very example of what I am renouncing. Stop promoting Hitler. So we can see, that I have adjustments to make. Good to laugh at myself sometimes!

Promises

You have to promise some commitments and stick to them if you’re working with others. Acting alone, you can change your mind as you please. But if you commit to a group of people who publicly associate with you, then you’ve signed a contract for that lifetime. You cannot embarrass them nor damage their reputations by changing your mind again, ten years later or so or at any time. That’s it. You’re on the hook. This is a level one planet and you’re in the human realm. If you’re going to function properly with other human beings, decide that now. I’m not saying, “Shit or get off the pot”. The shit has already passed. This is my time to stand up, shine out and keep my promises. I promise to do the right thing. I will not go back to bashing the Jews or promoting Adolf Hitler. I’m done. I’m moving in a gentler direction now. I’m taking one careful step at a time towards unity consciousness, harmony, concord, oneness or whatever people want to call “it”.

I anticipate this will be no easy task. I will endeavour to bite my tongue and stop myself as I have a history of being sloppy now and again. Hey, I’m only human. But I have the right intention. I truly do.

The way to praise Hitler is to not praise him.

The way to help others to be aware of the Jews is to not bash them.

The explanation for this is that if I stop praising Hitler for the rest of my life and I go mainstream, many people will think, “You know, that Brian Ruhe guy used to be a Nazi. Now he’s not. He doesn’t say anything about Hitler. Gee, I’ll take a look at his old videos to see what happened to him; why did he change?”

Then… many will learn the truth about Hitler and some will praise Hitler. That is how to praise Hitler without praising him.

Same with the Jews. I still think it is wise to understand how the world works. I want everyone in the world to move towards oneness and unity consciousness. People can learn any way they can about the Jewish influence upon society but I advocate for no hate and for understanding the big picture from an E.T. higher realm perspective of accommodating the repterrain reality. Even in the past, I never hated the Jews at any point. Not “hate”. Carrying on, “equanimity” is the word (one of the highest words there is). That is, the higher view of reality. This is the more realistic view. This is in fact, the real world.

My decision is that all of my videos and blogs to remain free to humanity, in the public domain, in perpetuity, long after I am dead. The reason for this is so that people can see how I evolved over 11 years. Also, it is the post 2022 videos that represent me for the rest of my current life. Anyone who cares to study my life’s work can see what I am about. I am also aware that I am a tiny minnow in the Internet ocean. The world is not concerned about what Brian Ruhe thinks or what Brian Ruhe says about anything.

But now, I gotta stop talking about this negative stuff. I can avoid situations with people who want to engage me in speech or writing about the Jews and Hitler. I control my own body, speech and mind (always trying to work on the mind, lol). I can just remain silent like the Buddha or I can say no or I can say that I want to reduce divisiveness in the world. If asked, “Do you believe that the Holocaust happened?” I can reply that it is such an emotionally charged subject. No matter what I say, it will upset people so it’s best not to spread more talking points about it. That’s the way to play it, Brian.

It very important for me to be clear about something here. If I were to renounce much of what I said in the past about Hitler and the Jews, then that could upset over 100,000 people who heard me before, if they heard me again, in the future. Many would think or say things like, “Brian Ruhe is a traitor! He has betrayed us!! Let’s put him down publicly, post blogs and make videos about how he has stabbed his former comrades in the back.” And on and on…

Such a scenario would result in MORE divisiveness and fighting in the communities I have been involved in. That is more 3D thinking. 5D mind means to drop it and be still and wholesome. The Buddha taught that it is best to just not discuss some things and this is one of them, for my life. The Buddha’s simile is of straw covering mud, after a conflict between two groups of people. You can look that one up.

So, I believe this, but how I apply that in the chaotic circumstances with others in the future, is uncertain. What you and I will do later on today, is uncertain. I can only do my best.

So, in conclusion, I have turned over a new leaf. My message is positive and optimistic. This announcement is not about the current state of the world. This is just a statement about myself and what I personally plan on doing with the time that I have left, to help out. Love others. Love yourself. The most important time is now. The most important person is the one you are with and the most important thing to do, is to care.